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Over the years I have met many fascinating people who have invested in my life and in the lives of others. Through their actions, their words and their love they have inspired me to be the man I am today. A man with just as many imperfections as anyone else as many fears and worries, as many struggles and mountains to climb. But I am a man with Hope. The Hope that my God sent his son to die for my sin, a hope that all those things that have made my life story what it is can help others just as those before me have helped me. This Blog is here to help me tell some of those stories and to share some of my journey with you. Ultimately this blog is for my family. Stories that my kids can look back on and get to know who their father is and was and to share with you as we go through this thing called life together.

Tuesday, August 7, 2012


Matthew 5:1-12
Now when Jesus saw the crowds, he went up on a mountainside and sat down. His disciples came to him, and he began to teach them.
The Beatitudes
He said:
“Blessed are the poor in spirit,
    for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
Blessed are those who mourn,
    for they will be comforted.
Blessed are the meek,
    for they will inherit the earth.
Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness,
    for they will be filled.
Blessed are the merciful,
    for they will be shown mercy.
Blessed are the pure in heart,
    for they will see God.
Blessed are the peacemakers,
    for they will be called children of God.
10 Blessed are those who are persecuted because of righteousness,
    for theirs is the kingdom of heaven.
11 “Blessed are you when people insult you, persecute you and falsely say all kinds of evil against you because of me. 12 Rejoice and be glad, because great is your reward in heaven, for in the same way they persecuted the prophets who were before you.

I’m working through this passage in preparation for church on Sunday. This section of scripture has meant so much to me in my life and continues to challenge me as I go through every day.  I imagine Christ walking up a hillside quietly as people started to kind of drift off and go back to their homes or to set up camp but those closest to him just keep walking following in his very footsteps. Till all of a sudden he turns around and sits down. The words that would come out of his mouth, being reflections of the very way in which he had and would continue to live his life. How amazing would it have been to be there. No iPhone going off no meetings to get too, no busyness engulfing me, simply being able to sit at the feet of God and listen to what he had to say for each and every one of our lives. Would I just sit there and take it all in? Would I ask him all the questions I’ve always had? What would I say after I came down from that mountaintop? Would it change me?
I guess that’s the challenge we still face today. We as believers profess to know a God and to have given our lives over to him. We can each identify the struggles in our own lives and usually even better at noticing the spec in our brother’s eye. Does knowing the true and living God who by his grace and his grace alone saved us from ourselves change anything? Does that change how we are living our lives? Do we take the time to sit at his feet and to take in his very presence through the word or through prayer or through communion with him and with each other, or are we just too busy?  For me this is not necessarily a revelation but rather a gut check. How much of my time does God get? Or do I just go along with my plan bringing him along for the ride. To put it another way, when am I going to realize that Christ is still the main character in THE story and that’s who the focus should be on?  I’ll continue to prep for Sunday praying and diving into his word. My biggest hope and prayer being that may His word be spoken, may His will be done, and may I not get in the way.